sigh...*it's not a good greeting*
huh take a deep breath before i will start write down my recent feeling!
i know it is life, there is a meeting and there will be a farewell one day, and we will never know when we will "meet" someone and when will "farewell" come.
i had try to convince him but he still wanted a break for awhile, i have promise to change, he still wanted a break for 3 months, finally i am deciding to follow what he wanted and i am giving fully authorization for God to decide the best for us.
after all happening, i realized few things that i had over do it, regret is not a solution, #i have knocked my head for the stupidity of mine :( the only thing i can do is to change the weakness of mine, i have to be more independent, and yes i can do it!
i want him to remember that it is not because of i do not love him then i am letting he go, because of my love to him VERY STRONG that why we are apart for the period that he requested. i wish that when we meet again both of us will become a better man and woman.
clarification: please do not think that i would like to separate you and your family. i will never do that to you or to other guy that i may meet in the future! i love you and the whole family of yours...
wishes: i wish after the calm down period we will get back together but if we will not get back together, i wish that both of us will get our own happiness, i will happy and i want to see you happy too :)
God, i know You are all the way with me in my past, previous and also my future. that is why i do not fear, thank You Lord, my savior! i believe everything will be wonderful in their time. God Bless.
with love,
PH
May 14, 2011
March 14, 2011
Letter To Purnama Huang
Dear Purnama Huang,
first of all i would like to tell you that i'm so disappointed toward yourself. Because of your careless, i was dump at outside the house at least for 5 to 6 hours on last saturday evening!
Yes, at first i thought it will be ok dumped outside since i have an appointment with my friend at orchard area for shopping, But when i realized that i carried so many stuffs of yours, i started getting more mad with u, Purnama Huang, and cancelled the shopping appointment! and end up at seating at the food court for my dinner and coffee shop for doing nothing...just waiting a call from kevin to help me end this inconvenienced happen...Grrr *knock purnama's head for being careless, forgetful*
all this happen because of the most careless girl, the damn forgetful girl called PURNAMAWATI HUANG. she forgotten to bring her house's key back to Singapore and all her housemates are oversea!
Love
PH
first of all i would like to tell you that i'm so disappointed toward yourself. Because of your careless, i was dump at outside the house at least for 5 to 6 hours on last saturday evening!
Yes, at first i thought it will be ok dumped outside since i have an appointment with my friend at orchard area for shopping, But when i realized that i carried so many stuffs of yours, i started getting more mad with u, Purnama Huang, and cancelled the shopping appointment! and end up at seating at the food court for my dinner and coffee shop for doing nothing...just waiting a call from kevin to help me end this inconvenienced happen...Grrr *knock purnama's head for being careless, forgetful*
all this happen because of the most careless girl, the damn forgetful girl called PURNAMAWATI HUANG. she forgotten to bring her house's key back to Singapore and all her housemates are oversea!
Love
PH
February 26, 2011
Grow A day older with You
Sometimes i am disappointed with You
Sometimes i am mad with You
Sometimes i am grumbled at You
Sometimes i just feel how can it be You...
But listen to me..."it is my pleasure to GROW A DAY OLDER WITH YOU"
Happy Anniversary my love, my baby, my darling, you are my everything!
kisses n hugs
PH
February 13, 2011
God knows everything better than anyone else!
i do not want to complaint and compare anymore.
God knows what i do feel.
i do not want to force and give pressure
God knows what is my wishes.
i do not want to make any noise.
God knows how to settle for me.
I trust in GOD, He is everywhere for me...
He is the only one who can make my life perfect!
hugs and kisses
PH
God knows what i do feel.
i do not want to force and give pressure
God knows what is my wishes.
i do not want to make any noise.
God knows how to settle for me.
I trust in GOD, He is everywhere for me...
He is the only one who can make my life perfect!
hugs and kisses
PH
December 31, 2010
Yeeeaaah 2011
My last posting was on October 13, 2010 and since then i was busying with my works. Now, today i am writing on the last day of the year 2010.
Many things happened in my life, many more after i get back to work as a full time employee, one to another changes are happened, i do not have much time for myself and my family :( it has been so so long that i never go to saloon like what i did last time :( have never go out with friends like usual anymore :( never really care about my babies anymore :( never go for shopping the whole day with my bestie and never meet up for quite sometime :( hey, what are you doing, Purnama??? where are you been??? i had spend my time mostly on my works! Being the a good leader of a department is not as simple as i thought!
what is happening to you, darling? it is one of the most frequent question that my baby always asked. my deepest apologize darling that i frequently lost my temper toward you recently. 2011 i will try my best to make a gab between my carer and my personal so it may help me to control my temper.
To all my family, mom, dad, aunties, sisters and brothers i wish you all a very Happy New Year 2011. God bless all of us abundantly. i love you all, i mean it!!!
kisses & hugs
PH
Many things happened in my life, many more after i get back to work as a full time employee, one to another changes are happened, i do not have much time for myself and my family :( it has been so so long that i never go to saloon like what i did last time :( have never go out with friends like usual anymore :( never really care about my babies anymore :( never go for shopping the whole day with my bestie and never meet up for quite sometime :( hey, what are you doing, Purnama??? where are you been??? i had spend my time mostly on my works! Being the a good leader of a department is not as simple as i thought!
what is happening to you, darling? it is one of the most frequent question that my baby always asked. my deepest apologize darling that i frequently lost my temper toward you recently. 2011 i will try my best to make a gab between my carer and my personal so it may help me to control my temper.
To all my family, mom, dad, aunties, sisters and brothers i wish you all a very Happy New Year 2011. God bless all of us abundantly. i love you all, i mean it!!!
kisses & hugs
PH
October 13, 2010
from me to you, guys!
Taaarraaa...here is the new update from me, guys!
i am ready to re-build my new career, it has been a year i was focusing on my study as a full time student in one of the college in Singapore. next week i will officially join with Accor's group. yes on 18 of October 2010 i will start working in Mercure Hotel Batam, through an interviewed and negotiation with the GM within a week, finally i can get what i wanted. Praised the Lord, my God is the best!
it is not a simple responsibility, as my expected high i have a bigger responsibility as well, said the GM. it is fair enough, isn't it? it is my first time work in hospitality line, i am not holding any hospitality certificate, and my knowledge is the only weapon that i have. wow it is a real challenging job for me, i love it :)
learning by doing is a good action to start, i guess. i have FAITH and confidence that i can do very well. “I can do everything through him, who gives me strength.” Phil 4:13
starting next week, working days i will be in Batam, i am based on Batam office for this 1-2 months time, the rest i may travel around, singapore and malaysia markets are under my responsibility, explained by the boss!
woohooo wish me luck guys, please keep an eye on my boyfriend in Singapore, inform me if u guys accidentally sees him with other girl (just kidding, do not take it serious, guys) my relationship with him are based on trust and honesty, if we can not trust and honest to each other, might as well we say good bye. i will be back on weekend, Singapore. Taaraaaaaa hugs!
love,
PH
i am ready to re-build my new career, it has been a year i was focusing on my study as a full time student in one of the college in Singapore. next week i will officially join with Accor's group. yes on 18 of October 2010 i will start working in Mercure Hotel Batam, through an interviewed and negotiation with the GM within a week, finally i can get what i wanted. Praised the Lord, my God is the best!
it is not a simple responsibility, as my expected high i have a bigger responsibility as well, said the GM. it is fair enough, isn't it? it is my first time work in hospitality line, i am not holding any hospitality certificate, and my knowledge is the only weapon that i have. wow it is a real challenging job for me, i love it :)
learning by doing is a good action to start, i guess. i have FAITH and confidence that i can do very well. “I can do everything through him, who gives me strength.” Phil 4:13
starting next week, working days i will be in Batam, i am based on Batam office for this 1-2 months time, the rest i may travel around, singapore and malaysia markets are under my responsibility, explained by the boss!
woohooo wish me luck guys, please keep an eye on my boyfriend in Singapore, inform me if u guys accidentally sees him with other girl (just kidding, do not take it serious, guys) my relationship with him are based on trust and honesty, if we can not trust and honest to each other, might as well we say good bye. i will be back on weekend, Singapore. Taaraaaaaa hugs!
love,
PH
September 5, 2010
Happy birthday PAPA
Lord, today is my papa's birthday...i thank You for each blessing and supplies that You give Him.
Lord, today i especially pray for my papa...may You keep bless and supply His needs.
may He always healthy, Happy and lucky :)
i admitted, i am not a perfect daughter yet always make Him worries
i promised, not to anyone but i promise to myself...He will always in my heart.
and i will always shine on His days...
a song for you on your birthday papa...a simple song but i sing it with heart~
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday, Happy birthday, Happy birthday papa
however, wherever, whenever...i will always LOVE you, PAPA!
love,
PH
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