wonderful in their time

sigh...*it's not a good greeting*

huh take a deep breath before i will start write down my recent feeling!

i know it is life, there is a meeting and there will be a farewell one day, and we will never know when we will "meet" someone and when will "farewell" come.

i had try to convince him but he still wanted a break for awhile, i have promise to change, he still wanted a break for 3 months, finally i am deciding to follow what he wanted and i am giving fully authorization for God to decide the best for us.

after all happening, i realized few things that i had over do it, regret is not a solution, #i have knocked my head for the stupidity of mine :( the only thing i can do is to change the weakness of mine, i have to be more independent, and yes i can do it!

i want him to remember that it is not because of i do not love him then i am letting he go, because of my love to him VERY STRONG that why we are apart for the period that he requested. i wish that when we meet again both of us will become a better man and woman.

clarification: please do not think that i would like to separate you and your family. i will never do that to you or to other guy that i may meet in the future! i love you and the whole family of yours...

wishes: i wish after the calm down period we will get back together but if we will not get back together, i wish that both of us will get our own happiness, i will happy and i want to see you happy too :)

God, i know You are all the way with me in my past, previous and also my future. that is why i do not fear, thank You Lord, my savior! i believe everything will be wonderful in their time. God Bless.



with love,
PH