not about halloween

woo-hooo happy halloween everybody...

halloween? ehmm i am not interested in halloween's party. says i'm not trendy. it's fact! for me, party is for fun, if you meet someone in vampire's custome, or dracula's face, do you think you will still have fun at the party? maybe yes for some people but definitely not for me, yes saya penakut :(

so here my apologize to kelly, sorry for unattended the halloween's party at clarke quay. and also for joo, i decided not go for the halloween's party at sac too.

anyway my topic is not about halloween actually, the topic is about i and u~

sadarkah kmu, kita tidak pernah saling membutuhkan.menghargai dan memahami each of us.kamu tanpa aku, you are fine, and me without you, i am doing good. dan setelah sekian lama gak pernah kontakan, none of us is trying to start a re-keep in touch apalagi menanyakan apa yang sebenarnya terjadi. we have each other mobile's numbers, we have each other email's address, we have each other fb's account, what else? we have each other ym's account tapi gak satupun media yang kita use for just asking, hey what's going on and so on. ini bukti nyata kita gagal mengenal satu sama lain lebih jauh. i think we should thanks God for it. kenapa? karena ini terjadi diawal niat baik kita untuk mengenal satu sama lain lebih jauh, klo uda engaged, or worst married? should we divorce?? oh no...

i don't want to let everything hanging anymore, ngegantungin kamu, ngegantungin diriku sendiri juga, if you are not the right one for me, sure God will send someone right for me, or after a round God will send you to me, gak ada yang tau, yang pasti Tuhan tidak akan membiarkan manusia hidup tanpa pasangan:) tapi untuk sekarang aku pikir it will be good if we give each of us chances to look for our own happiness out there. kamu berhak untuk mendapatkan yang lebih baik, jika aku bukan yang terbaik!

honestly, i felt it is not enough to know each other deeper if just through a ym chatting everynight. or meet up once a month or two months once. but forget it, disini aku gak cari sapa yang bener sapa yang salah. aku gak pernah nyalahin sapa sapa, apalagi menyalahkan diriku sendiri. apapun kamu pikir tentang aku, but percayalah aku gak pernah punya niat jahat pada siapa pun~

terima kasih untuk segalanya! bestest wishes for you~

tonight's blog is dedicated for a best friend of mine, i hope always be your best friend :) i may more comfortable share every story to you if you are my best friend instead of special friend.

thanks God for every blessing in my life.

♥
Purnama


Note: friends, i will be away from purnamarvels for sometimes, due to my exams and assignments purposes. wish me luck (i knows i am the luckiest hehe) for my tests on Nov 6(communication) and Nov 10(management), and 2 assignments i needs to submit which is due date is near! jiaa yoo to myself yipeeee:)